Berkowitz, 64, said this during an interview published by the New York Daily News Thursday, the 40th anniversary of his arrest for murdering six people and wounding seven others in a series of armed attacks in 1976-1977 in Queens, Brooklyn and the Bronx.
“It never goes away … I have to make peace (with it),” Berkowitz, whose mother was born to a Jewish family, told the tabloid about his remorse for his actions, which caused a panic until his arrest. He was known in tabloids as the “Son of Sam.”
Berkowitz, who was given up for adoption and raised by a Jewish family, now counsels fellow inmates and serves as assistant to the minister at the Shawangunk Correctional Facility, the Daily News reported.
Speaking about his crimes, he said he had been under “demonic influences.”
“I was overcome,” he added. “I don’t expect anyone to understand.”
Police in 1977 were steered to his Yonkers apartment by a parking ticket put on Berkowitz’s car near the scene of his last murder: The July 31 killing of Stacey Moskowitz, 20, in Brooklyn.
After killing Alexander Esau and Valentina Suriani on April 16, 1977, Berkowitz left a letter near their bodies addressed to “Captain Joe Borelli of Operation Omega.” In it, he claimed to be “the Son of Sam.”
Berkowitz said discussion of his gruesome deeds at this point is “excruciating.” And while he once considered parole a possibility, he now considers death behind bars a near certainty. “I don’t believe I can redeem myself,” Berkowitz told the Daily News. “But I do believe that God can redeem me.”